Vertigo

vertigo

,

Asleep with garnet in my navel

and rosemary oil on the souls of my feet

I dream safely, if not soundly

.

Suffering an unslakable thirst

to be washed over

Clear, cold, rushing -

Lungs expressed

Flesh, goosey

humming

and New

.

Asleep again, with garnet in my navel

I am bathing dreams, From

and Into

.

.

Always

Evolution demands the shucking of my husk
For what (liberty) have I to incant lofty aspirations
from within false glow and click?
Lusty and alive
 golden sunlight on raw plasm
feels foreign yet comforting
like unfamiliar consonant combinations
sounding on my tongue
 reverberating at the back of my throat -
The Uknown
foggily remembered like an old friend
 casualty of traumatic disassociation
Brought back again now
 warmly
Bearing Love
.

Manifesto

light

by S.M.

It is unlike me to transmit so brazenly

Or is it?

Who’s to say what primal forces have been unleashed

within my cells

Rebirthing me

into something at once

Gentle and Powerful

of Love and Light

Of dirt and grit

With space to breathe

and gifts to bring

?

.

Why not?

.

Knowing

by S.M.

by S.M.

The thing about Knowing is that one can never unlearn it, for better or worse.  It can be forgotten, misplaced, ignored, denied — all choices, unconscious or otherwise — but never eradicated.  The truth, when we see it, imprints itself upon our cells for safe-keeping, echoing some ancient rhythm that we spend our lives pursuing despite our deliberate amnesia.

Knowing is constant.  We must only stop running, and remember.